.Wednesday, June 15, 2011 @ 10:30 PM Y
i will try to love you
HEY ALL!
Yeah.. Its been quite a long time ever since i posted a post:)
haha:)
Now i..erm.. Think that I had a crush?
And somemore its a guy younger than me by 1..
So yeah.. I was controlling myself by saying that,
He's younger than me.. he's so good so i'm not comparable with him:)
That's to make me to lose my hope of him faster..
Although it hurts, but i should not even like him..
But..He's just totally my type of guy!..
Nvm..It's all about controlling..:/
Although my friend told me that,
"Nothing is impossible"
And
"Love is blind"
But its just like.. we're really impossible to be together..
Because.. I know that I'm not good enough, or pretty enough for him..
And I really really really.. wanted to talk to someone about it...
But I could find no one the best..
Even my best friend..
Because it would be so super.. awkward...
People always says that' this is life, this is the fate.'
Yeah.. i agree to it quite much:/
So.. Yeah.. Just control my feeling:)
I watched a drama, a girl in the drama always says that,
"Just smile, and there's nothing that we can't go through":)
